Just a little rant

I know the whole "morning sickness" (which is sometimes ALL DAY sickness) isn't all fun and joyful, but being pregnant is. I can't help that I am SURROUNDED by pregnant people right now, but I am getting REALLY REALLY REALLY tired of listening to every pregnant person complain! I swear everything that comes out of these peoples mouth is negative. I'm just sick of it! If you're sooooo fucking sick, get off facebook and stop telling everyone about it. Maybe I am being to harsh, but I'm just sick of listening to everyone complain. I sign onto my TTC message board and everyone there that has successfully gotten pregnant aren't complaining, they are trying to get through the morning sickness, no complaining involved, and just thanking God they are pregnant! Why can't everyone be like that?

Apparently too many people get pregnant to easily and take for granted what other people struggle for. And yup, after 1 year of trying I'm just getting sick of every pregnant person. I'm just tired of trying for something that some people just get.

It's hard enough on me that we've tried for so long with no success, but when I hear my DH start to get discouraged it really makes it all sink in. The other day he asked me when he should go have a semen analysis done. Most guys dread having to get that done, mine is offering too.

As if talking about having a SA isn't enough to make you feel broken, he started talking about other methods. Yup. IUI and IVF treatments. I thought he would scratch that idea when I told him the price, instead he said the price is no obstacle. I'm trying to decide if I should call my OBGYN's office and have him up my dose of clomid, or just leave it be. I think if this next cycle (which should be starting in a few days) is a bust, I'm gonna make an appt for DH & I to meet with my OBGYN and start talking about IUI. Maybe do our first IUI treatment in Sept.. if we're successful we'll have an EDD for June. Which is ideal to me... I want a June baby :)

Well that's all...