Where are you second line??

I know I am not the best updater.. but do you really want me to update daily about CM & sore BBs?? LOL. I didn't think so!

The last few days I have been experiencing:

• very sore BBs
• nausea
• backache
• headache
• fatigue
• heartburn
• dizziness
• irritable
• mood swings
• movement of the uterus
• excessive CM
• increased sense of smell

Every test I take is either BFN or looks like a possible evap! I am starting to get really frustrated! I am currently 12 DPO, so still a bit early, but plenty of people get their BFP this early! Maybe I am just not one of those

people :(

If AF shows on Monday (when she's due) I think I will be devastated!! This cycle has been so different then the others! How I feel right now is not like the norm. I can barely get myself up to do anything! I don't wanna clean, cook dinner, nothing! I just want to lay in bed and sleep!! This is not like me!

I just hope to see those two pink lines soon.. I can't take this waiting game any longer! AND I'm tired of seeing BFNs!!!

This is an example of what I keep seeing on my tests. It's driving me insane. Why can't it just get darker and more believable?? (Those white dots mark where I see the line). Do you see what I see??