1st full month with Metformin

Well this past month was my first full month (almost full cycle) on Metformin. The outcome? BFN. The cycle is not yet over.. AF should be arriving in 2 days.. but I expect her to show. Kind of disappointing, but I should be used to it by now. We have been at this almost a complete year, and I am starting to lose hope. I know it sounds silly to those on the outside looking in, but sometimes I just think it will never happen. Once AF arrives I am officially on my 11th cycle. I will be starting clomid and hopefully be successful. EDD will be towards the beginning of March, which honestly doesn't thrill me. I don't want baby #2 to be born to close to my DS's birthday. I don't want to take away from his birthday, or have to plan double birthday parties each year. But then again, beggers can't be choosers. I'll take what I can get.

Because I am confident that this cycle is a bust.. I will just say it now. Goodbye cycle #10.... Helloooooo cycle #11!